The coast in Northern France offers no solace to people with a melancholic character. Abandoned streets with boarded up shopfronts, peeling paint and faded glory, screaming ads yearning for the Summer and the sun. With the rhythmic, thumping sound of the waves and the stormy wind that sprays a fine mist of sea-drops on my face, I cross the empty boulevard and walk onto the beach. After two days of patiently waiting, the rain has finally stopped. The scattered showers allow at least rare moments of photography. I stop walking and absorb the scene with all my senses. It’s as if the vague outline of the misty horizon disappears into the sea, becoming one with the sky and giving it that sense of infinity. A triad of sky, horizon and water.
Emptiness is my photographic habitat. Emptiness is infinite, unmeasurable, without restrictions. Emptiness is room for imagination, phantasy, for dreams. Emptiness is nothing, and therefore everything, because it defines nothingness. Emptiness is the unknown, the unexplored, the Hic sunt dracones in the terra incognita of ancient maps. Emptiness exists only in our minds, nature knows no enmptiness. Emptiness is my photographic habitat.
I leave Dunkirk behind me and enter the emptiness of the beach. It’s not just the scene that feels empty. The mind is free of expectations and preconceived images, the focus on the here and now. If you’re set on finding compositions you won’t find them, or they are cliché. A preconceived goal creates expectations and expectations kill our creativity, because we lose our connection with what is there in from of us, here and now. The best way to explore new territory and fuel our creativity is ignorance.
I never look for a photograph. The photograph finds me and says, “I’m here! and I say, “Yes I see you. I hear you.”
~ Ruth Bernard
I imagine a helicopter view of me standing on this desolate spot, and the idea that waves have been pounding this beach long before the first human animal set foot on it, makes me humble. An effective thought against anthropocentrism.
Head down, facing the wind, I meander the sandy plane. In the corner of my left eye I see the Saint-Pol lighthouse in the far distance; the robust brick building, 35 meters high, challenging the power of nature, looks small and insignificant from here, surrounded by all this emptiness. I frame the scene with my thumbs and index fingers, placing the tower in the lower left corner, and the composition presents itself naturally.
The sea has a soothing effect, like the big shell that we put to our ears as a kid to hear the roaring waves. Looking out over the endless expanse we empty our minds. The sea is a blank canvas where we imagine our ideal world and paint our inner landscape.